Sweet looks like I will prolly be doing chemo fuck the world
Selective Lobotomy
Let me erase you
and abate these stagnant thoughts
Free my anguished mind
You still need only ask and I will be there
Struggle
I am doing much better today, I have decided to write more on this tumblr thing. I am not feeling creative but am truly feeling better. The doc has ruled out some of the worst but not all, I am coming to terms with being sick and being healthy. I promise to myself to get back to writing and drawing and all that good stuff. For those of you that read this for any thing I have done in the past I am sorry I have been absent or just plain boring. After today no more! Before I leave this evening I will leave this one story for you as I think it is hilarious.
A couple of nights ago I was overwhelmed with all that is going on with me,I was in the depths of despair to quote a classic. I had no one home or no one to call (or so I felt, before all you amazing friends I know I do have come beating down my door) so I ended up calling the national suicide prevention hotline, it rang, I sobbed, it rang further, I sobbed further. Then, I got voicemail. Voicemail!!!!! I laughed so hard for so long it pulled me up just enough to say fuck it and go to sleep. Anyway, good night all, connect with you soon!
-Isaac
men with dirty hands,
a rough caress on supple skin
is delicate upon burdened youth
calloused palms lend conviction to filthy cuticles
as muddy boots pave boulevards of reverie
a bridge that is built o’er treacherous bouts
is held aloft by brawn and clout
but that strength which prevails in vigor
is void without the humanity of dirty hands
Sick and Alone
I smell your sounds
And hear your smell-
Taste
Your
Touch
When you don’t dwell
Beside me in the bed.
I cannot let the feeling
Of you free, I cannot
Forget our dying skins
Beneath my sheets,
The way it is
To
Breathe
The breath of me,
And not of a machine.
I have a crush on a bearded stranger.
I would trade away a year in time
if every day of that year could be Monday
an entire 365 days for just seven quiet hellos a week
muttered from beneath a mass of thick bristles
and accompanied by a smile
Hello Up There: Taking Out The Trash
He won’t do it-
So she does it for him.
Pulling up the bag packed full
Of fast food wrappers and
Things she should have recycled,
Smelling the aroma of dead
Ideas and smashed glasses;
Her vision was never good.
Never moving, hardly breathing.
Beer breath blues, wanting a
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